pretty shitty last few days because i dont have a way to vent.
AT ALL.
my 'best friend' is the cause of it.like always. and shes also the only person i vent to.

see the problem?

its been bitch slapping me in the face since friday. and i dont want to unload all of this on my boyfriend. that's plain rude and wrong. yeah you can vent a lil bit, but not every lil thing that happens.
just fucking ugh. she has a new boyfriend thats chill whatever im happy for you and everything but dont just drop me and leave me thinking i did something wrong.

so anyways i just signed up to take a class for two months to become an LNA...A CAREER. does she say something? nope.noo. shes pissed off i wont be able to go on a road trip to get her boyfriend and hang out all weekend. well i so sorry that starting my life has gotten in the way of your fun times. ive been out of work for sixth months and i cant wait to do this because LNA's are needed and she just doesnt say one fucking word? doesn't even have to be a word! make a grunt sound at me whatever but this is just pissing me off to no end. but whatever right?

im a nobody. the world only goes around her. so no biggie right. im fine. im use to this. so use to this that i sometimes i surprise myself that i still need to vent this much.

and the same as the boyfriend thing i dont mean to be letting this off here i dont even think some one is going to see or care. im sorry but its been bottled up and i have to let it out or it will break me.

sorry for the vent. and the bad spelling.